They don't believe me! None of them do. They watch me everyday and they wait.. they wait for the next time i'm gonna slip up. And for a while now i gave them that pleasure. I let them trick me into thinking i wasn't strong enough. "This is just who i am and i have to settle for it" is what i used to tell myself. All of that is in the past. They don't know i'm doing this, and i don't need them to. They can't tell me what i can and cannot do anymore. I have control of my life now, and for the first time EVER i KNOW i'm strong enough and no one is making me give this up, NO ONE!